Loving Your Momma

Well I have been slacking on my blog the past couple of months. Good thing I got some good material to write about and share.
Today as I was working, I got a call from my mother who I have spoken to about 5 times in the last 2 years. Its a complicated ordeal so I'm not gonna discuss the issue right now. Anyways, I found out from both of my sisters last week that my mom found a lump in her breast. After hearing this news I became worried and mad. Worried that I would loose my momma and mad that I haven't been the son that loves her no matter what has transpired the past 2 years. Anyways, I got a call today (12-23-2010) and it was actually from my mom. She informed me that she had met with docs and that her biopsy came back as a stage 2 malignant tumor in her breast, cancer for those who don't have a clue what a malignant tumor is. I became growinly concerned about the situation. I had chills running thru my body, because in one hand I haven't shown the love that she is due and that I have allowed the enemy to control the entire situation since 2008. I love my momma and don't know what I would do if I honestly lost her. I have goofed around to much the past couple of years, saying things like " I don't have a mom" and " My mom has already died". Very serious and stupid things to say nonetheless. I don't like what my momma did, but she is still my momma and I gotta show her the love that she is due.